It would seem so.

yawn.

My phone says it is 4:38 am, but who’s counting. Every single summer of my life, my sleep schedule gets absolutely destroyed. And as I sit here, waiting for my room to cool down, wiping off sweat, cursing my big fingers on a little screen, and fighting to fall asleep, I actually kind of realize how much it sucks. I did it in middle school simply because school was out, and I was able to. I guess the first few years of high school were the same. But now that I’m working and have a beautiful girlfriend to take care of, I truely wish sleep was not so scarce. I was in my basement playing video games, and for a second I thought I was 12 hours ahead of schedule. What was midnight, I believed to be noon. When I realized the actual time of day, all I wanted to do was sleep it off…

Geeze man, I am so sick of summer. Humidity in Philadelphia is nothing to fuck with. Give me hoodie weather anyday. Plus this winter I’m trying to rock a pea coat, so naturally, I am pretty excited. I looked for one today, but they didn’t get them for a month – boo. After that I spent my day/night with dani, although I wasn’t awake for a little bit. It’s good how I pass out there, but fail to get heavy eyelids in my own home. Something about this place man. Tomorrow though, I plan on playing Fable all day, oh boy! . And yes, I plan on making my character evil as shit. Does anyone ever pick light over dark in a video game situation? That kind of says a lot. Either we love dark colors, or we really want to break out and do something villianous. To be honest with you, I would rather have some successful middle-aged business man rob me then some 14 year old kid who comes from his idea of a broken home. Just way too many patterns for me, let me tell you.

I just passed out 2 seconds ago. So I’ll finish this tomorrow. Goodnight. <3

I’m awake! But now I’m too tired to write. Sonuvagun I am always tired, it just does not seem to end. Alright, on to right now. I;m sitting here waiting for Fable to finish (still) and it is taking way too long for me. I’m incredibly hot as well, and just getting downright impatient. Here’s a lesson for you, sleep. Sleep is good, extremely good. Oh how I miss it.

” Neither can the wave that has passed by be recalled, nor the hour which has passed return again.”

-Ovid